Friday, July 18, 2008

fill in the blank.

Some people are just communication noob! brainless.Being awful,I would say some people are brainless, and they do not know whats the art of communication!
FIY:I would suggest you to take up classes, and learn what's communication,understand when God give you a tongue not for the sake of carrying your head around WITHOUT brain inside,yet bring blessing to others.

Therefore, living in this sarcastic world we need to understand what's Meta communication.

Shut up.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

My finals are in less then one week, I've just started being Miss Nerd, yesterday.

I have my OB and BIO paper this semester. I've choose to start with BIO, while I was reading about common descent, according to Darwin's Theory he came out with a hypothesis that all organisms had descended from a single common ancestor in the distant past.And another small section which they stated, most scientific agree common decent is a scientific fact, and European believes that in Bible, first book Genesis stated God uses 6 days created organisms.

Genesis 1:1-31

While I was reading I paused, and my brain start spinning with question why some people still do not believe that God has created this Earth ages ago.Anyhow, not being an anthropology here. I would like t thank God for how much work He has been doing in this world. I was reading through Carmen blog's and I nearly burst into tears, knowing this second you are having a new heart beat,and the next second it's not there anymore, and I've see through she is a strong leader that face the fact, foremost she trust God, therefore she let go and let God!I'm so surprise, she was terrified.She is brave and she preach on Saturday about faith creates MIRACLES! Once again, I've learn to stand up! Pray Until Something Happen.

P.U.S.H



Saturday,night.Youth service,am serving as pianist. Till the end of the session. Caleb ask who wants faith? please come to the front and I want to pray for you all. I was crying, I want faith I want faith not physically but mentally. And this song came to me. Miracles are Real.


Sunday,I was all alone in service.I'm in a bad condition where, I've been crying so badly the night before. I once again,feel the sadness in me, I stood up and pray to God shower me with love where I can once again be strong and brave! When worship started,from the first song, I've been crying until another song came up with God's word fill me again.Thank you Jesus.

While Pastor were sharing, I was sitting there,with thoughts and question. Pastor were sharing about 5stage of spiritual life. At last, Ps asked which one you think you are in. I did not choose but I say I want the 4th stage that I'll have intimate relationship with God.Tears fall apart. God rise me up,put me in place rearrange my feelings,I clearly know what I want.I love you Jesus.

Till night,I went to visit my auntie the one that who is suffering cancer. She is growing in God's will, she never fail to spread gospel to all the patient and I'm glad she is optimistic! Before going home, we prayed for her, and the last one was me, she teared and she says that "thong, thank you!" with hers tears in her eye. My replied was not me but God. The importance of prayer in life, who blessed the needy ones.

Once night, I was lying on my bed.Vivid thoughts came through and I cried .Once again I stood up and pray to God and tell Him what came through my mind. When I got a call from this person, where this person sound so down I know something is wrong.This person,blurted out the problem, and I elaborated to this person what to do,making this person feel comfy.In the end of the call my last word was I love you,honey.

I know I've been a crying baby this few days, but the price I pay, I got back double and triple blessing from God.




Worthwhile.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Last week was a blast, and a bang.....I had fun, hardworking time and the feeling satisfied with my project. Thank you Jesus for the bless week.


First I went So You Think You Can Dance. Supporting JDa.



Yue, Joy and me.



my love one.


*To JDa: I'm proud of you,being the top 10 and shining for God on stage with the talent He have gave you!Keep up the good work!*


after having fun....and here is the hardworking me (:



:me:



:Yue:


She is the best,group mate,thanks for helping me dearie. Thanks for giving me a hand,when I'm afraid of the DEAD bugs. (For your information: I'm really good at catching certain LIVELY bugs.)



finally,after 1month....



our exhibition booth





Chemmy and Dot (:




thank you tan mei mei!


For walking with me.


*love ya, muah~xoxox

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Littering Bug

Being the one at home,littering the place with pieces of papers.For the reason I'm busy with my BIO project, doing all the cutting to have the best grade;) Monday will be the day,where we need to exhibit our bugs. Can't wait to finish it and I'll focus on my FINALS! ): Have a peek of my scrapbook cover page. Will upload more when I'm done with the exhibit. (private confidential for now) ha-ha.


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free & easy time,of course with my love one(:

Sakae Shu sushi


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thanks for supporting me with L.O.V.E

Saturday, July 5, 2008

tell me about it.

For such a long period I never felt so down before.I'm really frustrated when it comes to me like a silent thief,I wish I could yell out!These thing making me ga-ga.

GREY is the color to me today.


tear drops on my pillow.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Tagged.

by Jess

***RULE 1: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No TAG backs!

1. i like dreaming about perfect wedding =) who not?!

2. i like taking picture when I'm dress up.

3. i like to laugh as loud as i can when I'm freaking happy.But sometimes people complain ;)

4. i have bad habits NOT combing my hair.

5. i like dancing in my TOILET.*Practice makes perfect kay?*

6. i can still eat when I'm really full.Makan giler.

7. i must sleep with something on my stomach eg.small pillow.sense of safety.

8. i can be really really really manja when only me and him together.

9. when i have a set of value meal, french fries MUST be eaten before anything.

10. i love digging nose in front of my bf.

11. whenever I'm going somewhere special,I would have take off and wear my cloths for TONNES of time.

12. i like going oversea pretend I'm from that country.

13. i like singing really loud in my car with different voice, from soprano to alto.

14. i like touching my bf's ear =)

15. i hate people who back stab! *back off*

now i tag,

1. Dot

2. Lea Yee

3. Kenneth

4. Nicholas M

5. Leonard

6. Gary

7. Shu Chin

8. Terrence

9. Leong

10. Joyce

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Distance.

I got this news,that you are leaving I do not know what kind of reaction I should have.Leaving to further your studies,in Malacca(I know I know is not far) but it's still far that I won't see you in youth service, Sunday service and disciple class.I'm sure I'll miss you!Fist, thought came in was I went Taiwan with you and our relationship grow so fast,that we become Machi (meaning..best friend in Taiwan)I'm glad to have you around,petite you!I'm so worry that you will not be able to adapt to a new life in hostel,new mate and all kind of things. Oh yea,the other thing that make me miss you more,the time where you borrow me your shoulder..I'll miss that too!!!All the things that happen in a sudden changes again,it's time for us to do something big for God too. You came into my life,when I'm in critical moment and you encourages me with your love.You took care of me when I was sick in Taiwan,you do shopping with me too,AND the craziness cam whoring in the plan and crapping all the way to Taiwan=) all of our past has become the best memory to me.Thanks for everything.I love you dearie!! I never want to lost a friend like you.


God's calling,will lead you to a better path way.



our breakfast in Taiwan.



"Love river" in Taiwan,Kao Shiong



you are the best Machi!!!!*hugs*



28/6/2008


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Jaya One


Saturday farewell, I know I would cry like a baby again.I really don't know how to express my feeling on that day.The next day you are leaving and I did not prepare anything for you.So i decided,head to Malacca to meet you!=) PROMISE!!!I have so much to tell you tho.Anyhow,I pray that God will bring you to a better growing place,and mold you into a better person in Christ!!



Feelings that cannot replace with WORDS.